For the first time in a very long time.
I am happy.
And it's not because of you.
Not because of how you made me feel.
This time it's because of me.
I deserve this.
I owe this to myself.
This may not last longer than I hope.
But I will cherish every moment of it.
The hours after the realization.
That you're not the one I want to share this happiness with.
I might feel differently tomorrow.
But this is how I feel now.
And I am happy.
