- Drowning -

A few nights ago I dreamed that I was drowning. It started with me walking on this old wooden bridge in the lake. The bridge was visibly broken and unstable but I continued on. As expected, I fell in the lake. The truth is, I don't really know how to swim, and I guess my subconscious mind also knows that for I did not try to swim or even struggle. I just let myself fall and drown. Moments later my cousin (i think) jumped in the lake and saved me. That's all I can remember from that dream. I made myself not forget this particular dream because I wanted to know what it means.

Drowning, To Drown, Partner Drowned, Drowning Partner

• To dream of drowning, denotes loss of property and life; but if you are rescued, you will rise from your present position to one of wealth and honor.

Drowning Dream Meaning

Psychological Meaning: Dreams of drowning or struggling in treacherous waters may represent your fear of being swallowed by forces hidden in the depths of your unconscious. You may be proceeding too quickly with your opening of the unconscious. It may be helpful to talk your problems and fears through with a friend. They may be able to throw you a lifeline and help you 'keep your head above water'. The dream also shows how you are being overwhelmed by your emotions. You may fear sinking financially or be drowning in your difficulties. Do you feel that, in waking life, you are being 'sucked into' something you would rather not be a part of? Pause for a while and make sure you have your 'feet firmly on solid ground' before you make any major decision.

Mystical Meaning: A business will flounder if you dream of drowning but will succeed if you are rescued.

Good thing I was rescued... =)

I was poetic - 10 years ago

I have this guy friend whom I met a couple of months ago who, apparently was into writing poems. So, it prompted me to look for this specific notebook I know I had when I was in College where I wrote some of my poems. Good thing I was able to find it in still good condition. =)

Nice cover right?

I also used Gel pens in blue and green, my favorite color back then, to write.

I wonder where i got/who gave me these dried rose petals...

I'm thinking of posting some of my works here soon... =)

In less than 12 hours

I'll be on a plane. Forcing a strong front. Thinking of things that'll make me laugh. Or even just a smile. I was born this way or rather made this way. A sad and emotional being. A weakling. But I don't care. 'Cause I'll be cying soon. And I'm gonna hide it from the rest of the world.

A week of starless sky... just when I need them the most...

Busy as a Bee

I just realized how busy and preoccupied I was when this evening, after seeing a post of a friend in facebook, I found out that I have totally forgotten about an upcoming musical we are to watch tomorrow - Spelling Bee.

It has been one hell of a month for us. Working on holidays and weekends, one even stayed overnight, a couple stayed until 2am and some (including me) will work for 2 weeks straight. We are all tired and frustrated and pressured and sick of it all. But we are all in it, maybe together, maybe not. At least we are all there to cheer each other up, to make fun of the people around us and to listen and rant when that's the only thing we can do. I mean, when you're already at the bottom, there's no way left but up, right? Well, ok, maybe not, we might get stuck there. But what the heck, being stuck there with these people can be one the best things that will ever happen to me. =)

So, tomorrow is another busy, busy day - go to work (on a Sunday), go to the Philippine Embassy (to get OEC), buy something for Momsie and Daddy and watch Spelling Bee.

We'll make it out alive, well, probably barely, but still, hopefully alive.

Shoes make us happy!!

Saw this while having a late night stroll at ION....

Very appropriate!!!

Losing sleep

What do you do when you can't sleep?

Start counting sheeps? Daydream of things that'll never be? Or just lie awake in silence wishing and hoping sleep will come soon? Tried doing them all, now I'm resorting to just having a drink before hitting the sack... Will it work? I hope, if it doesn't then maybe I'm destined to lose sleep, like lose time I never had.

Maybe I'll have a few more drinks tomorrow, that, I hope will do the trick... :(

Thank you for fighting for our freedom...

I am proud to be a Filipino because of Ninoy and Cory Aquino.

thanks sis :D

Just got a new camera... yipee!!!

My sister bought me one as a (super) belated (multiple) birthday and christmas gift. So for today, she is the best sister in the world! :)