frustrated

I should be better than this. I used to be better than this. I was doing well until now, until you showed up and made me daft yet again. Made everything around me revolve around you. And so here I am, playing a game that has been decided a long time ago, singing a song that has been out of tune for so long, longing for something that was never meant to be mine. 

And for the nth time, I am going to be frustrated...